tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5950976189778332581.post8352658370324008201..comments2023-05-06T07:24:21.633-07:00Comments on Living With A Psychopath - When The Mask Slips.: Narcissist SympathizersPNDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06007966650835440593noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5950976189778332581.post-11499244201065379862011-10-27T19:59:30.504-07:002011-10-27T19:59:30.504-07:00You're putting my thoughts into type - wow. N...You're putting my thoughts into type - wow. Now I know this has a name. Thank you. Here's what a "family" can do to someone - I'm male, 39, as good as a virgin, and live on disability because I'm mentally ill (depression, OCD, ad infinitum). The layers of control, destruction, theft, and blame that these people used were art, they were Michaelangelo, Da Vinci, magnifico! So subtle, so insidious, I was probably in my late 20s before I began to ponder, "How can I ALWAYS be wrong?" No physical abuse, no sexual abuse - so who believes you? Everything looks fine, nothing to point at. It takes kindness to believe someone, REAL kindness. I lived in a suicidal state for many years, got very close, but I was afraid of only getting it half done and ending up locked up amongst the psychological community because they're just professional blamers. You can crave death like sex, and that's for real. Is this what humans have chosen to become?I'm picking up the pieces, as I try to begin my life at almost 40 years of age. I'm passively disconnecting from my "family" (you better believe it, ALWAYS in quotes), and that'll be less passive when body and soul are more able. And I'll never speak to them again, they do not deserve to know my future wife (I desperately need her to exist..), my children, or me anymore. After stealing all this time from me, they're not getting any more. It's not okay, and it'll never be okay. I could just write forever on this, so I'd better stop. Thank you again for writing this truth.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com